Symptoms of an eating disorder?
I am a 16 year old female. I am 5'6 tall. I weighed 117lbs in march, last week I was 111 lbs and now I am 109 lbs. I think I am becoming anorexic... my goal weight it 100 pounds. I weigh myself at least once a day (we've myself 3 times today). I am cutting bak my food on purpose. I see myself as ugly. I see myself as fat. I take pics of me sucking in my stomach to make it a goal and I ask myself why I am so fat. I hate drawing attention to my body. I compare my weight to others and I am always heavier. for dinner tonight I had a small cup of yogurt and I turned down the noodles my mom had offered me with the excuses of not eating enough healthy stuff today. she took it offensive and went on how her food she makes isn't good or healthy enough for me. I felt terrible and left. she came to my room with a chicken salad sandwich. I said I wasn't hungry but she said I will eat it and it will taste good. she left and I was crying. calories were infront of me that I had to eat. I are it while I was crying the whole time. I felt fat after and mad at myself. I should've refused more or thrown it out or something.... I am so scared. I am getting worse. no one knows anything. would I get sick even if I just go to 100 lbs? I know it is dangerous but I can't stand hating everything about myself anymore. :(