How to be happy?
So I just feel really depressed right now and I want to go bake a cake with my sis but I'm just bleh. I know mood swings and sadness and stuff is normal for growing teens, but I just want to be happy for a moment. I couldn't sleep last night cause I just kept worrying.
I recently told my boyfriend I used to cut, which was a massive relief, but some people heard. The people who heard were two of his friends, and one of mine, all of who I trust. My friend told my other friend, high I was completely fine with.
But then they to,d my best friend ever, who I didn't want to find out. I don't want to ruin our friendship and make it awkward. I getting over this, when she asked to see my scars. I flat out refused, of course.
I'm so confused. Why would she want to see my scars? I'm kinda disturbed too, and I'm not sure why I won't show her (they're underneath my wristband) just it's a very private thing that I won't show anyone.
But anyway, that's not my question. I just want to know how I can get rid of my sadness and you know, go bake a cake!