how can you tell if you're... messed up?
"you either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become a villain" and "if you have to question yourself, you probably are" are two saying that strike my mind. i have gone through many struggles in life that have led me to think of taking my life, or someone elses. now before you judge me, i have always been a nice guy, a gentleman infact. but do having these aweful thoughts involving others make me some sort of sadist? whats wrong with me? i have never done anything on purpose to hurt anybody, these are merely thoughts. what can i do to subside them or stop them all together?