how do I avoid telling my super Jesus family that I simply do not believe?
its getting harder to pretend. its all so silly! I can't help but to giggle and laugh and sometimes I almost scoff right at them. my belief system is right for me, and I don't want to invoke that blind Christian wrath, I just need to stop giggling... they might be on to me. I don't have the energy to be persecuted, so I'm not telling them. I'm not. they're all kinda nuts and totally closed minded.