What to do when I should be happy but I feel sad a lot of the time
I have a lot of good things going on in my life. I have a good husband, a lot of friends that I spend time with every weekend, I just recently got a promotion at work and we just bought a house...with all of this I still feel down a lot of the time. What seems to get me down a lot is I experienced an immense amount of emotional abuse as a child which has left me with a lot of insecurities, that at almost 30, still bother me a lot. Also, even though I have a lot of friends there was one in particular I grew to care a lot for but it turned out they were only using me and now that they no longer need me I have not heard from them. They respond, briefly, if I contact them but make no effort to contact me. So I gave up. This coupled with my insecurities makes me feel like there must be something very wrong with me for this person to not think as highly of me as they seem to do others. What can I do stop feeling sad about these things that bother me and to enjoy the good things in my life?