What does a dream of suicide mean?
Stuff about me before I tell the two dreams:
-I'm recovering from self-harm
-I have depression
-I'm bipolar, have paranoia, anxiety, and insomnia.
-I think these ^^^ have alot to do with my dreams.
~dream one~ I had a dream where I was laying on a bed, and I heard much mumbling in the dream. They were mumbling because I had committed suicide; I had a bottle of open pills beside me and the mumbling people seemed to not care.
~dream two~ This one happened last night.... I had another dream where people were telling me to kill myself, that I was a waste of space and useless. I was gunna do it, in the dream,
I haven't attempted in real life, though. The closest I've done was hold a bottle of medicine asking myself if I should or shouldn't.
Help please? Thank you (: