Should I stay with him?
we've been dating nine months, and considering we're just about to start high school I'd say that's a while. I guess I can't talk though. Anyway, he was diagnosed a bit ago with schizophrenia, OCD and anxiety. Im his emotional crutch through everything; he texts me every night talking about the voices in his head and how he hates himself and how he's a freak. I told him I'd always be there, so I am. but I'm tired, so tired. and it's beginning to take a toll on other things. my friends and I are drifting because he wants to occupy all my time, and he tells me daily how he couldn't live without me and how he's so thankful for me. I just can't anymore. I'm tired and exhausted from daily telling me I love him and always will. I think I've said it so much, it doesn't even mean anything to me anymore. I don't think I love him. but if I leave him, I'm scared of what he might do.