Am I having an anorexia relapse?
in 6th and 7th grade I would never eat breakfast or lunch and eat only half my dinner. I got better in 8th grade but the thoughts of losing weight and starving myself never left. now going into 9th grade I'm lying to my parents about how much I've ate and feel disgusting when I eat. I don't want to relapse, but I want to not eat. Losing the weight is just a bonus, I love feeling myself starve and having the control to say no to food. I know I shouldn't do this I need motivation!