I think I have depression, and I don't know how to approach my mom?. ( please see description) I really need help.
I am 13 years old and I live with my mom and dad and siblings. I have an abusive father who says hurtful things to me and makes me cry almost every day. he has pulled a knife on my brother but my mom stopped him. my mom is planning a divorce that I am fine with, so please don't say it is because of this. I feel like I'm not wanted, worthless, stupid, and my grades just automatically slipped last year. this year, 3th quarter of my year, one day I cried all night and vowed to stop doing so poorly because I was failing all of my classes, even gym. since then I did change that, I am now a freshman. I cry a lot, now, I am tried, I go to sleep at 2 and wake up at 12 in the afternoon. when I do I eat and have tried starving my self because I am insecure about my weight. I don't hang out with friends anymore, and I stay in my. room all day. I've thought about auicide and I hate the way I feel and want help. I don't know If my mom will take me seriously but I need to tell her before I start highschool in 3 weeks.