My boyfriend cheated on me and i forgave him . I still love him a lot but now i live in doubt. I am very lost. What should i do?
I have been dating this guy for more than 8 months. I thought I finally found my soulmate and able to be in a proper relationship. I trusted him and never doubted him until one night, I decided to have a look at his phone. He texted his ex girlfriend and ask for her to accompany him because he was feeling lonely. Although that girl rejected him, i still felt betrayed. He travels everywhere for work and he claimed that i did not pay enough attention to him while he was under a lot of stress from work. I admit that i tend to neglect him when i am busy but i still try to text him everyday. He could just let me know and i will try my best to correct it. Why cheat on me? I forgave him eventually but still, our relationship kinda lost that spark. I still love him a lot. I am very depressed. Fyi, I had a major depression problem in the past. After this incident, i turn to workout in gym daily just to control my depression. What should I do? I am very lost.