My baby left me please advise me?
she broke up with me last night. we had been having issues for a while, but just about two months ago we came back from a break that we took from each other, she had been telling me before the break, that she felt anger because i had become cold in the past and she had told me many times to change and i never did, well the truth is that i was never the person that she describes, i was always there for her and always treated her with love, I did however ask her for some space to do my private activities once in a while, like going out with my friends or going home early when i felt tired, but she took those little things as me being cold. Now she tells me that she has been living with that thought of me in her mind and cant get past the fact that i was cold to her. We have been together for 4 years and it just seems ridiculous that something like that can actually make us separate, we have been through a lot together, very good moments and i kinda feel that she might be doing this by mistake, that after a while she will realize that it was a bad move, i am a good guy, i give her all she needs and just recently i had proposed, and she said yes. last night i couldn't take it, i had been feeling her distant and cold with me lately and i just had to ask her if everything was ok and to be completely honest with me. She told me about my past mistake of me becoming colder, she also told me that sometimes she could not stand the way i smelled when i came home from work, i work in construction so i sweat a lot and sometimes she is at my place, i feel bad avoiding her before showering or something and go straight to her for a while before i shower, Anyways, she said the way i smelled after work was a big turn off, i felt really bad, i never thought that she would judge me for being dirty knowing that i just had gotten home from work. When she told me that, i said in my mind, well don't you see that i go to you because i love you and care about you, and don't want to leave you hanging there without saying hi to you before i take a shower? i felt betrayed and wasted, these 4 years she had always been there for me and showed all her support for me, and all of sudden this? i spent half of my savings on her, i left a good job to move closer to her, i did everything i could to be the best boyfriend so that she could see the type of person i was and hopefully get married one day! i just cant take it in, it seems like a bad dream come true, she was smiling while she was telling me that she wanted to break up with me, and said that was her final decision. would you take a person that did this to you back, if that person really repented? i am 24 and she is 23