Why am I so different from my family?
When im around my family I feel like a dark spot on a clear white canvas. I do have a lot of things kids my age don't have and im grateful for everything my mom gets me. Out of my whole entire family including aunties,uncles,grand parents and cousins im allergic to meat fish seafood and a lot of animals except dog. I also have asthma and also allergic to the cold which means when my family goes swimming I just stay alone on the side. I like to be as far away from home as possible and my mom loves to stay home. Im so disorganized and irresponsible and my moms hates that about me. My little brother is so social and loves talking to new people and im shy and sometimes don't enjoy talking to new people. My family will just be in my moms room and will just laugh together and play together and I just stay in my room being alone. Im not adopted cause I look JUST LIKE my mom. I don't live or hardly see my real dad. I don't talk to my mom about mostly because she hates my dad. I do have a step dad and my brother is his son. ive always felt like a waste of space. my brother is my moms life she treats him like he royalty.