What should I do so I don't lose him? Read more.
I really need some help because I have no idea what to do. Sorry if this is long. So me and this guy became friends. After a whole I started to like him and it took me about 2 months to tell him. But he had a girlfriend at the time so he said we could just stay friends. BTW this was all while we were in school. Then summer came and we both went on with our lives and I don't hear from him for about 40 days. Then one day he texted me and asked me out and I said yes. We went out for about 10 days and after that I thought that things weren't working out and I knew we weren't going to the same school next year so I decided to break up with him. But the truth is now I realize I didn't do it because I didn't like him anymore, I did it because I was afraid. (This is my first boyfriend) So now I regret it so much and I feel like he's mad at me. We texted a few times and he said he still wants to stay friends but I feel like he's just saying that to he nice. I texted about a week ago saying I really miss him and that it's really boring without him and that I don't want to lose him. He still hasn't answered me and I feel like a terrible person now. I don't know what to do. I really want to see him but he isn't answering my texts and Im kind of scared to call him. Please help me. What do I do?