How to get rid of an infatuation?
So, I have known this girl for like a year, and was never interested in her neither a good friend. She even annoyed me sometimes coz she's my rival and gets better grades. So this year, we have this class together in which we seat on the same table, and for the past three days, it's been really awkward sitting next to her. Like I dunno how it even started, but it felt like she would always try to find a way to talk to me. like if there is nothing special to talk about, she would come up with a random topic. Im not a very talkative person, and I know that every one does that, but I can't stop thinking tht she's forcing it. Anyways, there is also this moment in the class when we are working , she would start putting make up on quickly and put her hair on the other side of her neck, so that the side in front of me becomes more visible. And I can't stop thinking that she does that because of me. And i always get this weird feeling when she does that. So really, I can't focus in that class,because of her. So Am I just imagining things? because of all of this, I get weird feelings and act awkwardly around her. How do I stop tht? she's not even hot. I need to be more focused on school.