What should I do?
I don't know what to do if I ever have a life in the future, I want to have kids and the problem is nowadays. There is no girl for me or I lose my interest with girls, I don't want to be gay and never will. But I want to have kids and a wife, I want to make them my best family I could ever have, I want my child to ask for my help and I want to help more with my wife. The problem is, I don't have anything going for me and scared to fail once again at something.