I used to be an addict and now am trying to drink alcohol responsibly. Is this a good idea? Idk?
I've had drug and alcohol problems from 12-16 and I'm at the age where I can drink alcohol legally (19) and I like that I can drink. I even drank a few times but I didn't have enough to get drunk because my parents control my alcohol. I'm kinda worried I might end up going back to my old patterns once I start controlling my own alcohol intake and I sometimes even get cravings to do it. Do you think it's possible that I could go back to being a full addict? Idk what to do because I'm conflicted between desire and the dangers. Mostly because of Cory Monteith's death from drugs; I don't wanna die like that.