Why am I even upset ? Read please .
A few years back I met *Fred & we instantly clicked . we never officially got together but I would still consider him an ex . I've had my share of boyfriends after him but he has seen me at my very best & at my very worst ; we actually have a friendship & speak on a regular basis . i just recently found out he's having a baby with his current girlfriend ; he told me before but I thought he was kidding . Well it broke my heart . I don't think I'm in love with him but it hurts me . I hate the fact no one knows me like he does & that's why I can't be happy for him .