See, what I did when I found out I was the loser of my group of friends, I starting listening to screamo music and started worshiping the all mighty Anti-Christ. He has helped me throughout middle school and halfway through highschool. GOOD LUCK!
I am 34 and just started college again a year ago. I gave up and now I'm suffering because I want a degree but its harder because I'm out of practice. Do it now while you are used to school and don't have as many responsibilities to juggle.
Keep going! I had a lot of setbacks over the years but when I say it has taken me ten years to get my college degree and at 36 years of age I am officially in my senior year of college! It was a long road but i'm hear. I'm saying this to say that everybody learn at there own pace and everybody circumstances are not the same. Pick your head up and finish what you started. I promise you, in the long run it will be well worth it! Good luck and don't give up!