How do I stop cutting?
So I have been a cutter for almost a year now, I know I should stop, but I just can't find the strength to. A lot has been going on in my life this past year. My dad died from an accidental overdose in January, I now live with my mother whom I'm never good enough for and my step dad who thinks I'm a screw up. I moved cities away from my family and friends and where I have lived for 14 years. Yes, I am 14, almost 15. I have been bullied and tormented at school to the point where I cry myself to sleep. I feel annoying to everyone around me. I feel unwanted and useless. I have thought of suicide many times, but I'm not strong enough to do it yet. I like cutting, it's not a scary or painful thing. It's relaxing. I don't want anyone to see, and they haven't. I need to and want to stop. Any advice?