In need of desperate help...
Life has lost meaning for me. I feel like everything is pointless. Almost nothing means anything to me anymore. I feel indifferent towards everything. Nothing makes me happy anymore, or if it does it's for a very short period of time. I feel like I don't care about anyone either, not even myself. I don't love anyone. Not even the closest people to me. Like my parents. Well, maybe I love them a little. But I really don't know what to do. I'm young, only 17. I'm supposed to be enthusiastic and hopeful towards life. Like everyone else my age.
I have a completely normal life, all the people around me are all somewhat nice. There's no specific issue in my life that would make me anxious in anyway. And I know there might be hundreds of people in this world who would do anything to be in my shoes. To live one day without their parents fighting, hitting. Going to school without worrying about how to get to work on time so they won't lose their jobs and be able to support their family etc.
And I have none of these concerns but I still feel so down. What the hell is wrong with me?