I'm afraid I've lost someone I love. What do I do? For more information read description.
I'm 14 and I really love this girl, not in the normal teen way where there just like "you're hawt!" hug hug kiss kiss, but a true and passionate love. Me and this girl have known each other for 5 years, but I've had feelings like this for her for 3. I've also sat beside her everyday on the bust for 1 and a half years. I would've asked her sooner but I was afraid I would ruin our friendship.
Well, I worked up the courage and asked her. Everything was fine in the beginning but things got silent, which was weird seeing we talked everyday. We dated for a few more days, but then she broke it off.
Now everything is screwed up. I not only lost her as a girlfriend, but as friend in general. This is what hurts the most. I just want everything to go back to normal. She even moved seats on the bus. That day was the longest and loneliest bus ride ever. I never realized much what I had until it was gone. I miss her every aspect and don't know what to do. Please anyone help at all! Any advice, please.