Psychiatrist is getting mad at me because the meds do not work?
Quick overview. I have GAD OCD Panic Disorder Agoraphobia to add to diabetes asthma and lupus. Some meds I cannot take because it makes my sugar rise or the side effects but none of them were effective. I had a really bad episode with cymbalta (horrible allergy put me in the med) I still take the medicines for whatever time they say at the dosage it is hard but I do it. The meds never work all I get are side effects. They have had me on about every ssri I can think of and in combinations and now have moved to ssris and antipsychotic. Fanapt (sp?) made me very mean and other odd things and now Invega. The invega has me like a walking basket case and my heart is beating out of my chest for no reason with a nice combination of not being able to feel things very well like when I need to use the restroom and twitching. So I called my psychiatrist and she got mad at me calling me overly negative. That made me feel absolutely horrible because I take the meds they prescribe looking for hope and now they act like I am not being jolly enough because a med makes my heart race at rest makes me feel like a ghost and soiling myself? Why would she get mad at me.