Should I seek in-patient treatment to help get over my Depression?
I have been suffering from undiagnosed major depression and anxiety for years and have suicidal thoughts daily. I have already been through therapy for a year and ended it a while ago when I realized it wasn't helping me and made me feel worse. I refuse to take any kind of medication for my depression and anxiety and will never take medication even if prescribed to. I am afraid I am going to hurt myself and I can't function at school. I am almost always just staring off in class thinking about different ways to kill myself. Should I seek in-patient treatment at a hospital to help me? I don't think I want to kill myself in the long run, but I would on impulsive if given a gun. Please answer this seriously. Don't tell me that I shouldn't kill myself or start ranting about how selfish I am acting. I am asking for help.