How come I've become so mean?
at first I just thought that's how my sense of humor was, but now I'm not so sure. various people have told me I'm mean, in a joking way, but now I'm certain that's how they really felt. I don't try to be mean, but sometimes I get carried away. I want to be a nice person, but for some reason I think acting this way would let people walk all over me. why?