Can you help me let this go? Tell me how I can let this go.
Last April I lost my virginity to a 23 year old man I was 13. He fornicated with me a lot. And when he was a way He wanted me to send him pictures and videos of me which I gave. he was handsome and I loved him, we spoke everyday. I thought I could never do any better.
He admitted that he loved me, later he admitted at first he said he lying to me me to get in me, but the he said he really did love me. He got really jealous when he figured out a guy he knew was living with my family, the two had problems, he told me to lie to my father to get him out. I didn't. he said "If you don't get rid of him you'll never be my friend anymore an i'll leave you alone and sad. God just say that guy is touching you or hitting you or something. I cried because there was nothing I could do and I almost lost him. I loved him so much and he didn't love me.he talked about his ex fiance a lot, And he liked my hotter friend a lot. And every time he found a hot girl he'd say goodbye and when he failed every time I came crawling back. I finally left him when my heart broke and he was mad, he didn't apologize or show compassion. I want him back but i shouldn'y