Am I safely secured in God's hands when I feel separated from God during spiritually low times in my life?
I am feeling really bad to tell the truth to you. I am losing sight of God again which is distressing me to add on I am not consistent in my fear of the LORD. I feel at stake and i am questioning my salvation which leads to anxiety . I have trouble concentrating while praying having doubts if whether i am praying to the right God so i am feeling like no where to go very spiritually distressed and no one to turn to at home . I am SO SCARED IF I am out of God's hand and It terrifies me being unsure if I am in God's hands or not. Then I begin to wonder if God knows about this thing. I am scared that I will fall into temptations and I feel sometimes as though God turned His back on me . Ya that feeling ya know?