There should be a listing in your local phone book (or online) for your county's drug &alcohol commission. If yours is anything like mine, they can give you the information you're looking for and then some. they can fill you in on whether or not you're eligible for any type of funding as well. You may be able to go to a paid rehab on the county or state's tab. I've been enrolled in treatment this way, and it was a lifesaver---LITERALLY. If you have no luck finding a phone number for the county D&A office, you could also try a local crisis hotline... they'll have easy access to all of the info you need. My heart goes out to you. They say one day at a time?? No... Take it one SECOND at a time! It's a tough road, keep ya head up! You're in my prayers.