how can i love myself?
how can i love myself? i feel as if i'm a failure in life i have no confidence what so ever. when i look at myself the mirror all i see is this fat girl who's not so great looking. i feel as if everyone looks down on my. even when people are joking around with me and call me things it hurts, but i know they don't mean it. but it still feels like glass cutting through my skin. :( i'm not emo or anything infact if you saw me you would never picture me as a low confidence person.... people say i'm beautiful, skinny, talented, smart, and fun. but why can't i see it? it really sucks.... oh, and on top of that i'm bulimic.... it sucks! don't worry i'm getting help. i want it but i don't wanna gain weight. the reason i'm getting help is cause my parent's found out today... otherwiese i'd still be puking right now :( gosh i sound suicidale don't worry i'm not that crazy!