He isn't God is our true savior! He loves you and sent his one and only son to die on the cross for our sins... I am very very sorry you feel that way about God but no matter what he still loves you and wants you to be saved! I will pray for you to come to know him and let him into your heart :) God bless you!!!
A Basic 5th grade education dispels the myth of an omnipotent being , But unfortunately our need to believe in something greater than ourselves is tightly wrapped around our conscience even though that grip is slowly being released as people start to educate themselves throughout the world , its going to be 7-8 hundred years before the vast majority rid themselves of this virus