I Believe in God,, I am a wife for 23 yrs, a mother,, step gramma,, daughter, stepdaughter,.. I'm 40ish, I grew up in a mining town, which means, You grow up fast, there is still a smoke stack to remind me of the worse mining disaster in north America, they are responsible for my some of health problems, ...My 21 yrs in a nutshell, grade school, molested by my principal, then jr high, teased and ridiculed. raped at 16, turned 17 got pregnant, miscarried, I went to college for 3 and a half years,..and dropped out, a sex addict, alcoholic junkie I was a psychologist/soc.nutrition major/minor I'm an Addict, and I have, 47 dead friends,(watch this number change) I am Bipolar, which means, I have mood swings, insomnia, I take 10 different meds./thyroid, bipolar, high blood pressure. What we know, could help you, over come any obstacle...If I seem gruff at times, I'm sorry. but it's for your own good.